Remi
Today would be your first Birthday.
All I have are tears and the wish that you were here, even though I know there's purpose in the way things are. I'm barely hanging on today.
I look outside to the yard that I always envision you playing in...I think of the wonderful celebration we would have for you.
My heart aches for you to the deepest depths but your spirit is always with me.
I love and miss you forever
xo
Your Mother
Remington Finn
July 27-28, 2009
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- Kellie
- Santa Barbara, California, United States
- My Husband Kristian & I lost our son & only child Remington Finn the day after he was born due to a rare "fetal maternal hemorrhage". A rupture in the placenta so his blood drained into me(so he's in my heart in many ways). I felt less movement one morning & couldn't get him to move so we went right in to be checked. His heart was strong but he wasn't moving. After I was checked into the hospital he started to crash. He was delivered by an emergency C-section...I went under as they were saying he was crashing. He lost his life inside of me, but when they got him out they did a transfusion & CPR for 12 minutes...so he came back for a short time...he passed away in my arms the next morning as I sang his special song(long time sun, on my playlist) to him so he would know he was with me again...July 28, 09..the worst day of my life.....I'm destroyed! He was full term, 7.5 pounds,perfect & gorgeous! Our heart, our soul, our son.
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